The first step

I have made the decision, or maybe finally listened to my heart, and have decided that I am going to join the Catholic church. It isn't so much something that I want to do, but it is something that I need to do.

I have many feelings about this journey. Anticipation. Impatience. Happiness. Peace. Confusion.

At times, I simply do not feel worthy. This is one of the crosses that I bear.

I know that there is a much greater purpose for the suffering that I have experienced in this life. The mistakes I have made. The consequences that I have accepted.

It is time for me.